DearShas,Exactlyoneyearagoyouwerediagnosedwithaformofcancerandallourdreamscamedashingdown.IneverthoughtthatIwouldhavetodealwithsomethinglikethisinmylife.EverythinghappenedinthemiddleofmyexamsandItriedsohardtocope.Youweresoremarkablywonderfulduringthemostdifficulttimeofyourlife.Nooneknows,notevenme,howdifficultthosefewmonthswereforyou.Ineverreallythankedyouforbeingsostrongandunderstandingformysake.Iwassoscaredforyouandforourfuturetogether.IamstillsoscaredthoughIknowthatyouhavedefeatedtheillness.Nooneunderstandsmydecisiontoremainwithyouandbecomeyourwife.IftheyonlyknewhowmuchIloveyou,theywouldnotquestionmydecision.Yourhappinessmeanseverythingtome.IloveyoumorethanyoucouldpossiblyknowandmylovekeepsgrowingeverytimeIseeyoustrugglingtomakemehappy.Iloveyou,Baby,nowandalways.Lovealways,Penny